I have been with this blog for most of my high school life. Now that I’m entering my Senior Year, I decided to try something new and maybe discover a different Jeff. That’s why I recently opened a style blog. This blog would help be my side as I face all obstacles this Senior Year. Don’t get the wrong message, I would still be updating this blog every now and then, but as of the moment, my main priority would be my style blog. SO, I present to you…

FEEL FREE TO FOLLOW IT HERE: http://thedemureatitsfinest.tumblr.com/

Summer. sleep eat tv internet. that pretty much sums up anybody’s summer experience. I wanted to escape that so I enrolled myself in a Review Center for the college entrance exams. Long story short, we had our last session last Monday. 

I wanted to pull off a Sophisticated look for our last day, though I don’t know what a sophisticated look really looks like. I got inspired by this guy I saw in the Mall. He was wearing a blue polo shirt, white cardigan and blue denim pants. It looked simple, which made it look sophisticated. With that in mind, I tried a few things and… boom!

So you’re probably thinking, WHY THE MALL?! Well, I wasn’t in the mood to plan a photoshoot actually. After our last review session, my friend asked me to accompany her to the mall since she was craving for Milk Tea, I couldn’t say no so yea… Anyway, we bumped in to our friends who came from the beach and they had a camera with them so tada! 

FOR THE RECORD, I HATE MILK TEA. I FEEL LIKE A HYPOCRITE FOR PROMOTING SOMETHING I DESPISE. GUYS, MILK TEA’S A PRODUCT OF THE ILLUMINATI. DON’T TRY IT OR ELSE YOU’LL GET ADDICTED TO IT AND YOU’LL BE PRAISING THE DEVIL IN NO TIME.

Meet my friend, Renzo, we call him Manong though.

Anyway, while looking at the pics, I realized I was far from looking sophisticated. I looked like a hobo. ugh. 

ciao!

I’m still alive… but I’m a barely breathing. char lang. uh, so yea. I’m still alive. I’ve been promising to update this blog, but I just don’t have the time to do it. I’m taking advance classes for the college admission tests, which sucks btw. Uhh, what else is there. There’s this guy that I like. yea, what’s new. I just did this post to let you guys know I’m still alive. yea, there’s a big “idgaf” thought in your minds right now. I can hear the dogs bark. krooo krooo. 

It’s been a long time since I updated my blog. Got caught up in school shit and what not. Latest Happenings in my life? Prom’s in 6 days…. and I ran for the position of President in the Student Council in our school - Ateneo de Davao University.

If you read my post from last October, I had every intention of running. I know there are people way deserving than me, but I still wanted to run.

Can I do it? Of course I can! I’ve been a first year representative before, so more or less I know a thing or two about the ASEC (Ateneo Student Executive Council). I’ve been class president since 2nd Grade(well, except Grade 4) so I know how to lead a group of students. Am I responsible enough? Hell yea. I wanna prove to everybody, that even though they can only see me make a fool out of myself in public, I still have what it takes of becoming a student body president.

I have these wonderful activities in mind that I wanna make possible. I wanna give my fellow schoolmates one of the best years in their life. I want to be the cause of their joy and happiness, and I hope that through my projects, they would have that.

To everyone who thinks I’m doing this as a form of joke, you guys are wrong. I’ll prove to you guys. I’ll prove to you that I can do the job. Just wait and see.

SO YEAH, THIS COMING VALENTINES DAY IS OUR ELECTION. DON’T FORGET TO SUPPORT THE KNIGHTS PARTY. OK? OK!

Last December 22, me and my friend got bored and we decided to have ourselves a little photoshoot. Ahihihi. So yea, here’s an impromptu shoot with the zzzzzz outfit.

lol. any suggestions for our next shoot? 

Fashion. Yea, it’s a huge industry/world. People dress to impress. Or they make a hobby out of it. Others, dress to express themselves. Being a teenager makes you insecure about what other’s might think of what you wear, or most importantly you yourself.

My intro sucks. I know. Anyway, earlier today I had the chance to meet some of my city’s best fashion bloggers. I was stunned at first. They were like ramp models! I felt like a child who entered a carnival for the first time. Totally dumbfounded! My friends are fashionable, but not like those people. Fashion Gods? Totally! Aside from that, the were totally kind! They were socializing with everybody! Just nice people.

I can say that my outfits don’t suck. Well, people compliment the things I wear. But I want to take it to the next level. I want to try different things. I want to explore the world of fashion. And I’ll start doing my research right now! ahihihih.

P.S. decent post in weeks. screw school.

yea right. based on experience though, people don’t take this shit srsly. they just have this so called “changes” for fun and as an annual tradition every new year. but there’s no harm in making a new year’s resolution right? yea. so here’s mine!

• DILI NA JUD KO MANGEKE “will stop looking for boys” - as hard as that sounds, I’ll try my best :)))) yea. so maybe I’ll give up boys for a month or so.
• BE AS THRIFTY AS POSSIBLE - we live in a world full of crisis. (I sound like my Mother) 
• uhhhh, that’s all?

lol. decent post after a month! ugh, been fucked up with school shit and what not. haven’t even blogged about Manila-Palawan trip yet. Maybe I’ll blog about it after Father finishes exporting the pics. Hmmm zzzz

GOOD EVENING TUMBLR FRIENDS! :D HAPPY NEW YEAR! WHAT’S YOUR NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTION?

It’s December once again! December sucks. Know why? Every year, there’s this guy who comes into my life, makes me fall for him, and decides to leave me there hanging with my heart broken to a million pieces. Dramatic, yes =))))))) Well, just exaggerating things here a bit. You can’t blame me for being paranoid! I experience it every fucking year, I don’t want to experience it again. it’s like my love life is jinxed during this month. ugh, curse December! 

I’m not in the capacity to think well at this very moment so my title sort of sucks. 

Anyway, me and a bunch of my classmates were fortunate enough to go to an institution that takes care of prostitutes and their children, they also help them by giving them better jobs. We were expecting sexy ladies indeed, well what else would a woman selling her body look like? That’s why I was shocked when I saw a woman, about the age of 50 with skin hanging from her arm just flapping around, testify her life as a prostitute.

I really thought prostitutes love their job. I mean, have sex and get paid for doing it, who wouldn’t want that right? And from what I know, they cost a lot so most probably rich guys could only afford them and most of the time, rich guys have a pretty face. Have sex with a hot guy and get paid? CHA CHING DREAM JOB!

or so I thought…

The old woman started her story by telling us how she got into being a prostitute. Husband left her, jobless, needs money for her 3 children, typical depressed woman story. Since she didn’t finish school, she couldn’t find decent job. The job she got was being a cashier at a local bar. Her salary? 10 PESOS (Philippine Currency) PER NIGHT. TRUST ME, THAT’S NOT ENOUGH. It could only buy you a fucking 250mL soda. Since her wage wasn’t that satisfying, she tried being a dancer then she went on being a full-time prostitute.

From 10Pesos, her wage reached 300-500 pesos. But out of every 300 pesos, all she could bring home was 100 pesos. She did everything to get extra cash. Allowing her customers to do anything to her. Some of the things that I could recall was how they forced her not to use condom (because of that, she had abortion for about 6 times) try sex positions and a lot more that were against her will.

The cheapest she could get was a breakfast. Right, sex = meal. there were also times where her customer didn’t pay her and even stole her wallet. She also told us that she had a lot of customers, from drivers, cargo ship dudes, businessmen, politicians, hell even a PRIEST! She was in demand by then, so I heard. 

While recalling the events of her life, I saw her trying her best not to drop a single tear. It just goes to show that she didn’t like the job one bit. 

Strangers saw her naked, so there’s nothing more humiliating than that right? Well, no. One night while dancing, the local police raided the night club and took her and 2 other girls. THEY WERE FORCED TO RIDE THE POLICE JEEPNEY WITH NO CLOTHES ON. THEY WERE FORCED TO STAND IN A POLICE ROOM WITH NO CLOTHES ON. THEY WERE RIDICULED BY THE LOCAL GOVERNMENT BECAUSE OF WHAT THEY DID. I got furious on that part. These women did everything so that their family would survive. they did the mist humiliating things so that they could feed their children and all you could do is discriminate them?! you could just help them you know.

If you ask me, they’re the real heroes. They don’t care anymore about their pride. They love their family so much that they would do anything for them. I hope that one day people would feel the same about prostitutes and instead of discriminating them, we should help them. Not by buying them of course.

I really enjoy spending time with you, even if we’re just going to sit around and talk about nothing. There are a million things I love about you, like your eyes or the way you smile, the way you look me in the eye too. And I just get the greatest feeling when I make you laugh, I feel as if my company makes you happy, and that’s what I wish for you. For you to be happy. And when I see you laugh at my clumsy ways, it just makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you so I can see a smile on your face but I know that I would never be enough for you.

A little fact about my tumblr posts. If I happen to write a post, may it be short or long, about a certain guy…. then it means I like the dude. Ahihihihi. So if you see a photo/text post that has a guy in it, then…. alam na! XD

So I was thinking and reminiscing… I remembered how fragile I was last year when it came to love. I’d give up everything for the person I love, wait, I gave up everything. Stupid? No. In love? hell yea. I opened too much and allowed that person to penetrate my thoughts and feelings. It also reached the point where I’d try to commit suicide. I wouldn’t call it madrama though, maybe I just loved that person so much. That gave me the idea that one would be willing to give up anything for another person… and I tell you, that’s not healthy. Forgetting about one’s self is not good. Giving up everything is not normal. Loving too much is dangerous. Don’t allow someone to become your everything, ‘cause when they’re gone you’ll have nothing.

Long story short, I managed to pick up the broken pieces of my heart and I was able to start a new. ansave.

Well, let’s just say last night was worth remembering forever. T’was Halloween and we decided to go trick or treating. But before that, we decided to shop for halloween  costumes. We ended up buying Hats though… assorted hats that made us look like we came from a hat party XD We didn’t buy any of those pumpkin bags tho, ha we wanted to use sacks instead. 

Long story short, WE HAD LOTS OF CANDY. There was even one house who gave ice cream. Even tho it was raining, we still continued. When we had enough candy, we decided to take a break. THEN OUT OF NOWHERE, JP PASIA CAME. THEN BOOM

aalis naman sya eh in a few days eh, pagbigyan! XD

We entered the horror house, which was a fail btw. After a while, we went to Andre’s house for dinner. *insert a lot more happenings here, which i’m too lazy to type*

We went to keana’s house at around 11. went to at 2 am Mcdo Damosa to meet with Arvi and Billy then went back to keanna’s at 3am. 

SINCE IM TOO LAZY TO WRITE AND REMEMBER THE EVENTS LAST NIGHT. I WILL END THIS. BYE. TRUST ME, KARAMI KONG WALA NASULAT :|